Thursday, July 15, 2010

Test

Doing a test tonight...
I'm playing songs that typically trigger certain memories or times in my life.
Let's see if they do anything for my dreams.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Dream 10

I had another dream about Michael last night.
I don't think I've explained Michael on here. He has been in my dreams since I was about nine... well that's as far back as I remember. I have about four or five dreams of him a year. Most of the time he is just trying to reiterate something that is going on in my life. He also tries to show me or tell me things I need to change. Sometimes I feel like he is my guardian angel or my spirit guide, if such a thing exists.
In my dream we were surrounded by sunflowers and he kept trying to talk but I couldn't hear him. He had to tell me something important I could tell. Then, he pointed behind me. I turned around and saw Alex and I walking through the sunflowers... almost like I was watching my life. When I really started to focus on my face, I realized it wasn't me... it was someone else. I felt my heart shatter and I looked at Micheal for an answer. He told me "Love is never permanent, we lose them as often as we lose ourselves." And then he kissed my forehead and walked away. I was no longer standing in sunflowers, I was laying on millions of rocks. And I was alone.