I've been having the craziest dreams lately!
I can't remember them... I'm going to start recording them again.
Call me crazy but I'm going to try and manage 4 blogs. ;)
Friday, March 18, 2011
Monday, September 13, 2010
Sorry
I don't like recording my dreams. I don't want to remember anymore.
It's the same every night.
I wake up in pain the next morning.
It's getting out of control.
I'll try and record when there is something less stressful and private occurring in my dreams.
It's the same every night.
I wake up in pain the next morning.
It's getting out of control.
I'll try and record when there is something less stressful and private occurring in my dreams.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Test
Doing a test tonight...
I'm playing songs that typically trigger certain memories or times in my life.
Let's see if they do anything for my dreams.
I'm playing songs that typically trigger certain memories or times in my life.
Let's see if they do anything for my dreams.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Dream 10
I had another dream about Michael last night.
I don't think I've explained Michael on here. He has been in my dreams since I was about nine... well that's as far back as I remember. I have about four or five dreams of him a year. Most of the time he is just trying to reiterate something that is going on in my life. He also tries to show me or tell me things I need to change. Sometimes I feel like he is my guardian angel or my spirit guide, if such a thing exists.
In my dream we were surrounded by sunflowers and he kept trying to talk but I couldn't hear him. He had to tell me something important I could tell. Then, he pointed behind me. I turned around and saw Alex and I walking through the sunflowers... almost like I was watching my life. When I really started to focus on my face, I realized it wasn't me... it was someone else. I felt my heart shatter and I looked at Micheal for an answer. He told me "Love is never permanent, we lose them as often as we lose ourselves." And then he kissed my forehead and walked away. I was no longer standing in sunflowers, I was laying on millions of rocks. And I was alone.
I don't think I've explained Michael on here. He has been in my dreams since I was about nine... well that's as far back as I remember. I have about four or five dreams of him a year. Most of the time he is just trying to reiterate something that is going on in my life. He also tries to show me or tell me things I need to change. Sometimes I feel like he is my guardian angel or my spirit guide, if such a thing exists.
In my dream we were surrounded by sunflowers and he kept trying to talk but I couldn't hear him. He had to tell me something important I could tell. Then, he pointed behind me. I turned around and saw Alex and I walking through the sunflowers... almost like I was watching my life. When I really started to focus on my face, I realized it wasn't me... it was someone else. I felt my heart shatter and I looked at Micheal for an answer. He told me "Love is never permanent, we lose them as often as we lose ourselves." And then he kissed my forehead and walked away. I was no longer standing in sunflowers, I was laying on millions of rocks. And I was alone.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Dream 8 & 9
Haven't recorded lately, but these dreams were so vivid that they stayed with me all weekend.
Dream 8
On Thursday night I had a dream that the world was ending. I saw a comet shoot through the sky and I knew it was the end. Alex was with me. The first thing I thought was how much I love him. Then all of our memories came pouring into my head, everything... the good and the bad. All of the feelings I have ever felt him swarmed my head. I realized I couldn't be without him. We both knew what was happening. So while the comet was coming down we whispered a prayer together and just looked in each others eyes. There was chaos and screaming and a flash of light, but all I really saw were his eyes.
Dream 9
I was at a school and I was sitting on the grass in the front of it under the shade. There was a boy who distinctly wanted to talk to me. But he couldn't tell me what he needed to. His appearance changed so much throughout the dream. It felt like time was whirling around us, we were spinning and things were happening and life was changing. "My Immortal" by Evanescence played the whole time... but my voice was singing it. Day and night, day and night... repetitively. There was no urgency while he talked, he was just chatting like anyone would to an old friend. Then calendar pages were whirl-winding around us... faster and faster until it seemed like we were in the middle of a tornado. I noticed his face again and he was scared. And then it was dark and I knew I was alone.
Dream 8
On Thursday night I had a dream that the world was ending. I saw a comet shoot through the sky and I knew it was the end. Alex was with me. The first thing I thought was how much I love him. Then all of our memories came pouring into my head, everything... the good and the bad. All of the feelings I have ever felt him swarmed my head. I realized I couldn't be without him. We both knew what was happening. So while the comet was coming down we whispered a prayer together and just looked in each others eyes. There was chaos and screaming and a flash of light, but all I really saw were his eyes.
Dream 9
I was at a school and I was sitting on the grass in the front of it under the shade. There was a boy who distinctly wanted to talk to me. But he couldn't tell me what he needed to. His appearance changed so much throughout the dream. It felt like time was whirling around us, we were spinning and things were happening and life was changing. "My Immortal" by Evanescence played the whole time... but my voice was singing it. Day and night, day and night... repetitively. There was no urgency while he talked, he was just chatting like anyone would to an old friend. Then calendar pages were whirl-winding around us... faster and faster until it seemed like we were in the middle of a tornado. I noticed his face again and he was scared. And then it was dark and I knew I was alone.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Dream 7
Had a very detailed dream that I was in Alex's room last night. While he was sleeping, it reminded me of astral projection theories. The funny thing is, since Alex has moved... I haven't seen his new room. I described every detail and how everything was laid out and except for a few minor details, I got it right. Interesting, oh the power of wishful thinking. Sigh.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Dream Facts
Haven't written in a while... I forget my dreams so quickly in the morning. Anyways stumbled across this in a book today so I am going to throw it out there...
"For the most part, I believe Gestalt theory comes closest to the truth. According to this theory, all the elements of your dreams are parts of you, seperated into symbolic pieces for you to examine and work on. Dreams fall into three categories: release, wishes- and pre-cognition.
Release dreams are your subconscious mind letting go of all the emotions your conscious mind has not dealt with and expressed. When you have a dream that seems to be about one very strong emotioni in particular-- anger, grief, passion, fear, confusion, embarrassment, etc-- it is almost certainly a signal from your subconscious that it is time to confront and resolve that emotion during waking hours. Release dreams are a great safety valve, and they can also be a helpful guide to some important unfinished emotional business that needs attention.
Wish dreams are exactly what they sound like-- sometimes, as the lovely song says, a dream really is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep. Always look at the overview rather than the specifics of your dreams. You'll be surprised how much you can learn about yourself and what you're really wishing for.
The third type, "precognition dreams," simply means dreams that predict some future moment, conversation, or event."
-The Other Side and Back by Sylvia Browne
"For the most part, I believe Gestalt theory comes closest to the truth. According to this theory, all the elements of your dreams are parts of you, seperated into symbolic pieces for you to examine and work on. Dreams fall into three categories: release, wishes- and pre-cognition.
Release dreams are your subconscious mind letting go of all the emotions your conscious mind has not dealt with and expressed. When you have a dream that seems to be about one very strong emotioni in particular-- anger, grief, passion, fear, confusion, embarrassment, etc-- it is almost certainly a signal from your subconscious that it is time to confront and resolve that emotion during waking hours. Release dreams are a great safety valve, and they can also be a helpful guide to some important unfinished emotional business that needs attention.
Wish dreams are exactly what they sound like-- sometimes, as the lovely song says, a dream really is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep. Always look at the overview rather than the specifics of your dreams. You'll be surprised how much you can learn about yourself and what you're really wishing for.
The third type, "precognition dreams," simply means dreams that predict some future moment, conversation, or event."
-The Other Side and Back by Sylvia Browne
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